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About Hairythebassist
Hey im Hairy the Bassist from Yukon, Oklahoma. I'm a proud member of the Pride of Yukon band and I'm a bassist in my spare time. i'm a huge LP fan but I also love bands like Killswitch Engage, Disturbed, Stained, Tool, and Coheed and Cambria.My younger brother is a drummer and is always improving Thats about it so keep rockin' fellow Metalheads and I'll catch ya later.

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- Hometown
- Yukon
- Education
- High/Secondary School
- Politics
- Don't Care
- Religion
- Christian
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- Any Rock or Metal
Hairythebassist's Blog
What I did and said
June 28, 2009I wrote this poem 4 one of my exes but now Ive made it public
I sit on my bed and think of what I did and said, hurtful things that left you mad and me internally dead.
I search for a reason but one never comes to my mind,
look deep into my soul but still no answer can I find.
There's so many things for me to redo and make right,
so that I can put an end to this meaningless fight.
My mind was puzzled as I thought of your choice,
but my angry screams were made by a different voice.
I never meant to hurt you, it wasn't my intent,
but what I said left us down, and me completely spent.
I look back at those nights and wonder why I did it,
feverishly make up answers in my head but none of them seem to fit.
Through this I've become wiser but still I know,
what I did and said make it impossible for me to grow.
I can't take back those things, I already let them out,
but I know it's also not right for me to just sit and pout.
I marked my own course, one destined to fail,
hoping that my apology can let a better ship freely sail.
We both know I was wrong, this will always be true,
but it's all I want, to make this relationship new.\
Many sleepless nights have passed, my mind haunted by the words,
as i watched you fly out of my life like a lonely, lost bird.
What I did and said will always be with me here,
staying under the radar, living in my fear.
But I want this to be my apology, not my final farewell bid,
so please forgive me because I didn't mean what I did.






