There’s something inside me that pulls beneath the surface Consuming, confusing This lack of self control I fear is never ending Controlling, I can’t seem To find myself again My walls are closing in [Without a sense of confidence and I’m convinced there's just too much pressure to take] I’ve felt this way before So insecure.....Crawling in my skin These wounds, they will not heal Fear is how I fall Confusing what is real.... <3