Sometime solution aren’t so simple............
RyuSpace.linkinpark.comSometime good bye the only way.............. but Sometime runaway is the better way ...........
Ryu_08
- Ryu_08
- Female, 19
- Jakarta, West, ID
- Status
- Chewing... my Gum XD
- Comments So Far
- 742
- Last Updated
- 08/29/09
Ryu_08's Profile
About Ryu_08
Hi! I'm Sylvia Ryu Suttania, you can call me Ryu, like a boys name but I'm a girl for sure =)
I'm from Indonesia. My English is bad :(
About me and Linkin Park i just can say
"I love Linkin Park so much XD"
i have many fav songs of LP, almost all of LP songs are my favorite :) but for the most favorites i have 3 songs:
Numb
From The Inside
In Pieces
Background
- Hometown
- Jakarta
- Education
- College / University
- Politics
- Don't Care
- Religion
- Christian
Currently
- Doing
- Crazy things
- Listening to
- Linkin Park (everyday)
- Watching
- Supernatural, Opera Van Java, Wara Wiri
- Playing
- guitar (learn)
- Working
- SUX
Contacts
- Yahoo! Messenger
- Gerrard_08_ss@yahoo.com
Ryu_08's Blog
5 Years Pass n I still Loving U
June 12, 2009Just want to share and need a place to write....... my life story
first time i now about LP is from my very best friend ever (more like my big bro, he 6 years older than me).... Alrio is his name but i call him Rio (me Ryu we hav a same name, just different in "IO" n "YU") he love LP so much.. 1 day he ever tell me about the best band. He talk about that band every time and u know this band is “Linkin Park”. He make me falling love with LP.... everyday he always talk about LP, LP, n LP....... and he fav man is “mike”... he always talking like "mike is the best".. "mike is very talented"... "mike is awesome"... "mike is ..... (i don't know too many word he talk about mike)" he hav many dream... and one of them is see LP show. n It almost can be true.
someday in '04 i don't know when..... He (my bro / best friend) came to my home and say something crazy "LP come in Jakarta in 13th june '04, ryu... we must see that" he tell me like he just got a very, very good news... i still remember his face when he say that.. so happy, really happy :) he works so hard to get some money to buy a ticket for me and him.. he take 4 part time job (wow!) just to get the ticket... (he don't want to ask a money from his parent coz he said "I more proud with my self if i can't buy that ticket with my own money) he so cool XD
1 week after that or i don't now for exactly.... he came again to my home with 2 ticket in his hand... and said "One for me and this one for u... we will see that soon, can't u believe that?" we a'r so happy in that time really happy XD
1 day before 13th june... he came again to my home n i know something wrong with him, he said "I think we can't go the ancol (place where LP show) together, i must go to Bandung (a place far form Jakarta need 2 or 3 hours) I must said something important to my parent, but we still can meet in there OK... i promise u, i will be there... 5 hour before the concert... remember that" u know i hav a bad felling abot that.
13th june '04, morning i don't know for exactly... he call me and said "hey... wake up sweety ... u must go to the very biggest moment in u'r life.. c'mon don't be lazy... i'm in the road to Jakarta... (i don't remember what he said after that coz all know is there something wrong with him, but i don't know what is that)
4 hour be4 the show... still waiting him.... i call his phone but no answer... i'm so worry at that time :(
3 hour be4 the show.... my bad felling is come true.... he got an accident in the way to Jakarta can't believe that. His mom call me and said "Ryu... please calm down (I still remember what his mom say to me the very bad word i ever hear)... Ryo really need u know.... can u came to "...a...." hospital" I'm so confuse at that time and i said "what wrong mom?" (i call his mom, mom too coz we're so close) "ryo get an accident and the doc said he can hold it more longer coz he get seriously injured and he don't want to get operation be4 he meet u, so hurry up" (mom crying) u know at that time I'm feel so...... i don't know there too hard to explain.... i just know he will leave me... and i don't want to believe is true...
at the hospital i see him.... he so weak (shit!!.. i'm crying now) i still can't believe is true... i came to him... sit beside him and hold his hand...... u know there many blood in his body... (can't forget that until now) and the room is feel so cold for me.... he looks at me... and smile (i don't know why he smile at that time)... he want me to stay close with him and he said "hey.... why u came so long?.... oh plizz don't cry sweety.... (he smile again and he try to don't look it hurt but i know it really hurt) i don't know..... it's so much pain i feel now... and i just want to u know I love u, my little sis and if i can't out from operation room... u must remember this word keep going and don't ever think give up... i'll always watching u" he go to the operation room and said his last word and i think is about something crazy coz u know he dying but he joking with me. he said "Hey.. sorry we can't see LP show today.. it must be crazy, right? but someday i believe u will see that with me or with out me.. hope me luck" he last word, he last smile, and last time i see him.
u know until now i still can't believe he dead (i hate to say he "dead" more like say he "leave me"). I still believe he always watching me every day, every time, every minute, every second. just that the reason i love LP coz i love LP like I love my bro... and the reason to why i like mike coz i think he so look's like with mike (not his face.... mike more cute than him "sorry ryo but is the truth" (^_^) \/ but his spirit they same)
so LP someday I will see u'r show just wait for that day.... and i'm not regret for all of that shit in my life coz is part of my life.. i love him, LP, n mike :) but i ever hate U guy's (LP) sorry 4 that..... u know for the first time is not easy to do. i throw all of LP thing in my room. (now if i remember that. i want to take it back, fool me ^^) I love LP like I love my "Ryo"... hope he smile right now (^_^)
U see ryo 5 years pass and that "bad thing" never out of my mine..... I miss u so much now, miss u'r smile, u'r face, u'r voice, u'r laugh, u'r hand, u'r shoulder (my only place to cry, u know now i don't hav place to cry on), I really miss u. did u miss me? u know there many word i want to say to u.....
i write this for u Ryo my best friend n my big bro..... hope u know i always love u and U always be in my heart 4ever ^^
PS : i promise u someday i will stop crying, but not now. coz i still feel that... it so hurt.. and leave so much pain in my heart.