My first night alone in a while
Fri, July 28, 2017 at 4:51 PM masterle

My my I am so conflicted. I love, and I mean love my alone time and me time, which I get a lot of usually during the day, but my partner is usually there late at night, I didn't realise how heavily I had become reliant on rolling over and seeing is face there just to sleep, now it's nearly 3:00 in the morning and I can't use his comfort while I'm grieving. I'm loving my alone time to process and listen to my music at this hr loudly without having bad sounding earphones or worrying about waking him up. But damn I keep expecting to roll over onto a misplaced dreadlock....I love that he makes beautiful music for people but this driving 800 kms to gigs business is a bit brutal at a time like this....* insert baby tantrum noise here*