chesters loss makes me feel like I am not a whole person . I am sad I never joined LPU underground until now . But I am happy I can still celebrate the 16 year . I am a die hard fan even though I haven't been a part of it . I wonder - is this the end of Linkin Park . So sad and depressed . All these emotions are going through my head as I process this loss . I remember I married a gentleman with the sameness last name as Chester I would joke with him and ask him if he was related to him . My son has Chesters last name . I am proud that at one time I was a Bennington and shared the name of my fav musician and idol . I can't believe he is gone . My heart goes out to Mike , Brad , Phoenix , and Joe . I love them all very much . And may Chester rest in eternal peace in the end .