- will be in july now. : , , (
At 1am late last night I laid down to try to sleep.
"My December" started playing in my head (from memory).
I started thinking that I will never see him again,
(maybe not even up there if I get to go there).
Never get to see him sing again. Never get to hear his voice , or see him doing his funny things-
(that made us all laugh).
I'll never get to meet him. Just those thoughts made me so upset. As I sit here now, the next day, listening to my december. I feel the same. I would. . give all my possessions away . . everything. .sit in an empty apt just to have him walk through my door - alive. : , , (
The loss of him is not something I will ever truly get over. He gave us so much. For the future. . we will all carry on bc we have to. LP is my only band (-I listen to. ) I love and care about the rest of them and what happens now. I will continue my support for them and see them if/ when they play again. God bless all of you out there.