Mon, November 27, 2017 at 10:53 PMbibooo

Last night I talking about you with a friend on the phone, calm and peacefully. Hang up the phone everything is good and I talk to myself: Good job good job, see you can do it, it is not that hard.

Just a minute ago I went to youtube watching "numb", when I see you again, oh my god, when I see you again, I have to pause the video, sadness hit me so quick,  tears lose control. 

everything is same after you've gone Chester.

everything is different after you've gone Chester.

miss you  more than ever Chester.