Wed, July 4, 2018 at 9:01 PMAlisiya Winter
Alisiya Winter

Over Again - 25 January 2018

The heaviest song for me. Most of all the pain.

and from the first listening to this day. signaling and "Come on" - completely finished the first second.

about this song is generally difficult to speak, even though most of the tears were shed for it - most of the grief was experienced thanks to this song.

There's no way that I'll be ready to get back up on that stage 
Can't remember if I've cancelled any show 
But I think about what I'm supposed to do and I don't know
Cause I think about not doing it the same way as before
And it makes me wanna puke my fucking guts out on the floor
We rehearsed it for a month, I'm not worried about the set
I get tackled by the grief at times that I would least expect
I know what I should be doing when I'm singing but instead
We'll be playing through a song and I'd remember in my head
Sometimes, sometimes you don't say goodbye once
You say goodbye over and over and over again

moment what I can not listen easy

I been pushed, I been trapped
Drug myself through hell and back and
Fallen flat and had the balls to start it all again from scratch
How do you feel, how you doing, how'd the show go?
Am I insane to say the truth is that I don't know
My body aches heads spinning this is all wrong
I almost lost it in middle of a couple songs
And everybody that I talk to is like, “wow
Must be really hard to figure out what to do now”
Well thank you genius, you think it'll be a challenge
Only my life's work hanging in the fucking balance
And all I wanted was to get a little bit of closure
And every step I took I looked and wasn't any closer

I think after this I "open my eyes" - cause... people, WTH is wrong with you? We lose a perfect Man and all you can say it's not "I'm with you, all be ok" it -"You not raw".... F@@k off, siriosly

I am with you - Mike, Brad, Dave, Joe, Rob and all LPFamily!